Ball n’ Chain Janis Joplin
Happy birthday, Harry Potter!
To celebrate Harry’s birthday (and my undying love for the series), I made my own covers! I created patterns (Thanks for the inspiration Scandinavia!) using a significant object from each book. I used those in the movies as reference and digitally painted them. You can view the whole project here! :)
(It’s already July 31 here in the Philippines. Haha.)
2014 was one of those years that started out like “THIS IS GOING TO BE GREAT!!!” and its halfway through and we have a war going on, a deadly disease has been spread, countless shootings have happened, racism is alive, more people have been leaving living things inside of hot cars, and robin williams is fucking dead
Amy Winehouse - Me and Mr Jones
so many times Ive tried to kill myself.
so many attempts to finish what i started.
i lived through each and every attempt.
is it supposed to make me feel stronger?
not at all. in fact, it just takes more of the life away from me
and gives me just pieces of myself that i dont want.
I hate to think.
i hate that i hear voices and see things.
i hate that ive been depressed since February.
I hate that i cant seem to hold any kind of relationship/friendship.
i hate that i fake being happy all the time at work.
i hate that they see me as a happy and peaceful person.
I hate that that’s what most people see.
i hate that not one single person will actually hear me out.
I hate that im constantly moving.
i hate that i cant find a real home.
i hate that i crave affection.
i hate that im comfortable with being alone.
i hate that i cant stop getting myself hurt.
i hate all of this and hope to die alone and peacefully in my house.